sometimes

sometimes i wonder if i have a life. i am so pathetic at times.

i want to do things alone but i'm pretty sure i wouldn't enjoy it without having my other half involved. it's like an internal tug-of-war game you know? half of me wants to be daring, the other wants to be clingy. them male species wouldn't understand would they?

i'll just have to be contented with the after work window shopping i guess.

sometimes, wishing hard doesn't work.

it's a sad life out here.