MY P.E.A.C.E

 
oops! am i giving bad vibes here? dun run away yet! i still need ur loyalty in reading my goblog, u noe. dun takut lah, i won't anyhow cakar ur face one. hehe. u do bad, u get bad, rite? *smirks*

 
some ppl just need a 'wake-up call' to make them realise dat "hey look, u can't expect others to be @ ur beck & call each time rite?" it's only fair dat u win some and lose some in life. take it or leave it? do we have an alternative, may i ask?

 
in all honesty, *i'm not trying to win any brownie pts here* i've never been a person who points a finger at someone and tell them off. i'm just too self-conscious and scared of hurting their feelings. *ppl who are worthy enuff to be my fwens noe dis* but as i grow wiser, i find dat others are making use of my weakness. just becoz i've never voiced out my feelings, they have dis thinking dat dis gerl bleh makan punya. and so, i've wriggled out of dat snug shell and splashed my tots & feelings anywhere i please. in dis case, of course, i've hurt intentionally or unintentionally numerous parties. my sincerest apologies. but like've said earlier, u reap wat u sow. and neither am i a revengeful soul. oooh pls, i have no time for dat!

 
i dunno wat is so wrong abt putting ur tots across to others. it's either the tone of ur voice or ur selection of words. but when placed in a spot, has anyone ever cared? or when driven to ur limits, do u honestly think before u spout vengeful words? i give up!

 
another eye opener for me dat i find oooh-so-ticklish is how ppl resume the position of the wounded party in any exchange of feelings. be it wif ur parents, spouse, fwens or koligs. nobody wants to proclaim "look! i did dat!" but i'm proud to say i've done dat. it's a consolation to me to noe dat during the course of dat frenship, no matter how long or short, i've stood up for my fwens and not think abt myself. well, whether the other party remembers or not is another matter altogether. hehe. but wat the heck.

 
my principle: dun please others before u please urself. i rest my case. *peace*