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okie so how do i begin?

my room has finally gotten a fresh coat of paint after 10 years! 10 yeaaaaaaarsss!! kesian bilik aku, 10 tahun tak mandi, LOL. buncit, tenkius a many-many. lepas ni we can paint-paint the living room together-together lah ok? i pwomise i help one lah. help to see oso help kan?

it's crazy how one major event is turning our lives so kelam-kabut. i hate to countdown but when i actually counted the number of weeks left, i macam terkejut beruk sendiri. yikesss!! wedding cards, bedroom furniture, almost all of our barang-barang dulangs are over and done with. slamat banyak-banyak perkara. but like i told buncit last evening, i'm kind of missing the recceing, the hassle and the to-ing and fro-ing to pamerans and bridal boutiques. he thinks i'm crazy. which of course, saya sungguh tidak. i just...miss, the thrill of preparing YOUR own wedding. you know, the time when you wished you could tumbuk-tumbuk your fiance because he refuses to be a part of the entire planning thing? jual mahal konon, chets!

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my wedding hoohaa aside, work has, eversince the shift, been giler. my dept is like forever expanding. dorang takde kepala otak kape??! bodoh peh makrips. urghh!

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i just lost a colleague last week. after over a month of fighting for her life in the ICU, she decided to go willingly. it was deeply heartwrenching for the entire company lah. a day after she passed away, banyak org mata bengkak-bengkak dlm ofis. the last time i visited her, i swear i didn't know that it was her. her face was extremely bloated what with the numerous tubes cocoking every farking where in her body! in a way, i'm happy that her suffering has ended you know? kesian tau tengok mcm gitu, like vege benyeh like dat.

rest in peace ruth, you'll always be remembered my friend.

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mamy will be departing to hongkong on friday for her chechers' day retreat. if only i can ikot, arghhh!!! mamy will only be back on tuesday. i am going to be so stressed lah hokay? because during her absence, i'll be required to cook dinner for the entire family. and it's not like i'm the greatest cook on earth lah. masak maggi tau lah, harhar. tapi nasib badan lah, dinner menu for time being is only lauk soup-soup (sebab ada org-org yg kayakan doctors disini) so i can campak-campak wateva i suka, kwakwa. but still... *shudders* wish me luck lah eh!

okie. right now, i need to fry dat ikan bawal. he's been waiting patiently dari tadi, heh.